Staying home alone on a Friday Flat on the floor looking back On old love Or lack thereof After all the crushes are faded And all my wishful thinking was wrong I'm jaded I hate it I'm tired of being alone So hurry up and get here Searching all my days just to find you I'm not sure who I'm looking for I'll know it When I see you Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom Staying up all night just to write A love song for no one I could have met you in a sandbox I could have passed you on the sidewalk Could I have missed my chance And watched you walk away? Oh no way
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Monday, February 14, 2005
Happy valentines day...

Today we are celebrating our hearts day.
EJ [from st. adelaide] gave me 3 red roses...

My suitor didn't give me anything or a greet...

THIS IS MY GREETING:









...*inLove with you*...
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
When love dies......

I had never experienced a death before, I had always thought I lived in the land of the living, until that day I looked into your eyes, so full of pain and so empty. How could I have missed it. There were no red lights that went off, no warning signs that I could recall, and yet I knew that love had passed away without my even giving it a proper burial. The outer shell was left where it once lived. When did it happen I wondered? Was it over a period of days, months, or years. Was I so caught up in the myth of having a relationship that I didn't notice hands once so warm, were now touched by a winter chill. Eyes that once beheld me in beauty, were now void of expression. I know that there is nothing left for us. When love dies there is just an empty shell....and some how we go on...we carry that corpse....unwilling to let go....unwilling to believe it's over!

...*inLove with you*...

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